eigengrau by Daniel Ng

the color perceived by the eye in total darkness.
the Germans gave it a name, 
and it meant 
intrinsic gray, 

an essential shade 
visible only when nothing
is left to see. 

this piece is called a poem
as in somewhere, some time ago,
someone experienced 
perfection on
Earth
manifested
and caught
it 
within a four-letter word. 

it is difficult to name,
yet we name regardless, 

even the color of absence, 

and when
nothing 
is left to name we will
name that sensation
of being undone, 
yet complete, yet
still stepping 
towards the foggy cliffside 

that echoes a promise
of fantastical things,
new things, 
unnamed things, 

and stepping
over the edge 
as the sunlight vanishes
behind the cliff face, 
the wind rushing through 
our hair, our skin, we are
laughing, 
going everywhere in 
every way towards the end. 

falling. 
we’ll call this falling. 

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